Nepali Pandit
MPA (400+ posts)
This is just my thought and not to insight hatred or offend any religion. If you are very "too"passionate about belief please leave this post. Otherwise you are most welcome to comment.
Last night i was thinking about GOD and what good have I done in my life so far.Initially I thought about wrong doings, I couldn't find any thing too bad i have done in this world. I don't remember any thing i have done intentionally to hurt any other people or animal or even to nature (however i might have offended visitors of this forum by my post but nothing too serious).
I am pure vegetarian, don't drink, don't smoke haven't had any fight (physical) since living primary school. I have strong educational background with two masters degrees from top 100 universities in the world. I am supporting my family as well as my extended family. Everyday i try to wake up at 5:am start my day with bit of sport/ meditation/ and yoga and most importantly prayer. My parents tought me prayers since i was child and have been praying everyday. I am sponsoring two children(girls) one in India(dalit child) one in Africa (in Ghana her parents died of Aids). I have promised to God that if I get a hefty pay rise. I will want to sponsor a Pakistani girl this time.
So after thinking about this for some time I imagined If there is a Hindu/ Buddhist or Sikh or Jain god in heaven then most certainly I'll have big chance of going to heaven because of My karma.
But what if Muslims are right and there is a Muslim God in heaven? Then i will end up in hell for ignoring to become Muslim. However,As we say God is merciful and he makes an exception for me and lets me go to heaven. What would I do there? All my friends family members, ancestors, relatives will be in hell anyway for not being a Muslim. Similarly most of the people I admire writers, musicians, scientists, religious leaders, political leaders, artists etc are also non Muslims so they have also got no chance to go to heaven. There are Muslims that I admire too but that is not enough.
So I have made my mind that when I die and it turns out that God i was praying my whole life was fake. God is a Muslim God after-all, then I will look into his eyes with my head high and beg him to let me go to hell where I belong. to......
Last night i was thinking about GOD and what good have I done in my life so far.Initially I thought about wrong doings, I couldn't find any thing too bad i have done in this world. I don't remember any thing i have done intentionally to hurt any other people or animal or even to nature (however i might have offended visitors of this forum by my post but nothing too serious).
I am pure vegetarian, don't drink, don't smoke haven't had any fight (physical) since living primary school. I have strong educational background with two masters degrees from top 100 universities in the world. I am supporting my family as well as my extended family. Everyday i try to wake up at 5:am start my day with bit of sport/ meditation/ and yoga and most importantly prayer. My parents tought me prayers since i was child and have been praying everyday. I am sponsoring two children(girls) one in India(dalit child) one in Africa (in Ghana her parents died of Aids). I have promised to God that if I get a hefty pay rise. I will want to sponsor a Pakistani girl this time.
So after thinking about this for some time I imagined If there is a Hindu/ Buddhist or Sikh or Jain god in heaven then most certainly I'll have big chance of going to heaven because of My karma.
But what if Muslims are right and there is a Muslim God in heaven? Then i will end up in hell for ignoring to become Muslim. However,As we say God is merciful and he makes an exception for me and lets me go to heaven. What would I do there? All my friends family members, ancestors, relatives will be in hell anyway for not being a Muslim. Similarly most of the people I admire writers, musicians, scientists, religious leaders, political leaders, artists etc are also non Muslims so they have also got no chance to go to heaven. There are Muslims that I admire too but that is not enough.
So I have made my mind that when I die and it turns out that God i was praying my whole life was fake. God is a Muslim God after-all, then I will look into his eyes with my head high and beg him to let me go to hell where I belong. to......