Brother Raja: Your soul searching is very welcome. I firmly believe that deep inside you, you're a good, educated man.
As a person who has seen many ups and downs in life, I will sincerely counsel you that you listen to your inner, because your inner will never lie to you. Your mind will play tricks, but the way you feel in your heart, in your guts, is the truth. I respect those who listen to the truth no matter how hard it is. Keep in mind integrity is everything. Try not to stress over the shady people who betrayed you. I know it hurts, but the truth is that they were always shady, they are never going to change, and you are actually much better off now because at least you know who they really are. I am sure you know that truth always comes out in the end, no matter how hard anyone tries to hide it or stop it. Lies are just a temporary delay to the inevitable. This Sharif clan is a bunch of Narcissists who do not consider it necessary to tell the truth, unless telling the truth benefits them. They lie to obtain what they want; they lie to manipulate and control; they lie to look good or to look important. But as far as you are concerned, these pains you feel are messengers. Listen to them. Just be the same person privately, publicly and personally. Okay? Thank you.
With Love, Admiration and Respect.
Dr. Adam
