There I fixed it for you. Islam contrary to popular belief no thanks to crazy mullahs and things like wahabism is a pretty liberal religion. 95% of things declared haram or part of religious practice by todays mullahs really aren't. These people have made Islam look like a crazy cult and tougher to follow than becoming a monk, everything that is fun and has a entertainment value is declared haram by them. A proper a true adherent to Mullah Islam today can't even watch a simple PG rated movie without feeling guilty that he his committing at least half a dozen sins. Muslims according to them should be all serious, no fun, boring and crass people. If you are not then obviously you must be indulging in some sort of sin!
It's no surprise people like you have left the religion. But there is a what you might call ( and I know traditionalists wont like the term ) reformers of varying degrees out there. And I believe in another 50 to a 100 years this Mullah-ism will die its death, because there is no place for it in the modern world and is totally at odds with it while also as more and more people realize what actual Islam is rather than the bhukarized mullah Islam being stuffed down peoples throats today.