Citizen X
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What do you know what I've been through but Alhamdulilah even through the toughest of times I have had a smile on my face and been happy. Because I believe in him and that he is looking out for me and all of this is just temporary. He has shown me the bad times and he will also show me the good times. So on and so forth. For life is a test.God, the more I read your posts the more I am worried about you.
This is what I want you to do.
Please stay with your love ones.
Life is not useless, It can be beautiful.
You need to watch something which could make you laugh. Here is a suggestion.
Why don't you watch Faisal Vawda's speeches to bring smile to your face, that will take your mind off suicide for a few minutes.
Not once even for a fleeting moment even the thought of rejecting this beautiful gift he has bestowed upon me cross my mind.
Only losers who don't believe in him and don't have faith in the promise he has made are the ones who reject such a beautiful gift, that is life.
Although being a dumb phen di sirri mureed I can understand how things are tough for your ilk right now, so please take off the noose from around your neck and step down from the stool. I promise things will get better.