Why fear, when you know very well the path you have selected. Being Last or first, does not matter. What matter is your legacy left behind... how you treat your neighbour, your kins, your friends, and the one's who always seem subjected below you.
If you have been kind, and humble to the weakest in society. Its a win, win condition.. why worry?
P.S. Weakest in society means, all humanity, irrespective of there religion, caste and creed.