Spirituality is a personal thing, something between you and your Creator. If you feel you need to be dictated by any sort of religious Priesthood, Mullah Mafia or any other group that thinks they have a monopoly on faith then that's your choice. Remember, the day you have to give an account to your Creator none of these men would be able to talk on your behalf. True spirituality is having an open and honest connection with your Lord regardless of how imperfect you are. Everyone was given free will, so don't ever be intimidated by the men peddling the mass-produced, artificial versions of spirituality.
Peace